Saturday, March 29, 2008

going out

I miss going out.

We went out last weekend, and it was nice. It was nice to get out, and talk to people other than the hubs, and have fun. I miss it. I still haven't reached out to my friends, or former friends as I shoudl really refer to them, since we don't talk anymore. It just feels so awkward. Here I am, at home, unemployed, doing nothing with my life. I'm directionless. I know that finding a job is what I should be doing, but sadly, I'm not even looking because I know that if I don't find some direction before I get a job, I'm going to end up dedicating myself to my job and losing who I am.

I don't want to do that anymore.

but I do want to feel confident enough to go out.

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